December 2009
21 posts
What did i do.
I think i totally ruined everything.i dont know why i gave in and said that.i knew what was going to happen and i still did it in hopes that it wouldnt have turned out like it did.i guess its good that its out there now.i look stupid but feel better.i think i know what to do now,and i really believe that im going to follow through on it.ive never felt like this and i sucks i just want to cry every...
Ohh,brother.
Im so confused and frustrated.i just want it to be how its suppose to be and everything that needs to be said to be told.for weeks ive been waiting to hear what i want and last night i think i did,and i didnt feel how i thought i would.im happy but i just dont want to feel like i did before than.i just want to be told the truth,not the lies hes been telling me.im not stupid i know how it is and i...
Gosh.
People just need to leave me alone.and stop caring about what i do.i dont care what they think,im doing what i think is right for me.let me do what i want.its making me happy.i love being on my own.so just go away and leave me alone.
La la la.
Im so bored with my life.I want to truely be happy again.I cant believe i let one person make me so happy,i feel so stupid for that cuz now hes gone and im so unhappy.Oh well.I just need to forget about it.
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Never again.
Im so happy.I finally know the truth,and i was right about it! I feel 10 times better.Im happyish! I think things are going to be better from now on.I still kinda have what i did before.But now i dont have to worry about all the things i did before.
Aww man.
Last week sucked and so far so does this week.ive never been so emotional in my life.i have cried almost everyday these past few weeks.I just want to be happy again,thats all i want.I can fake it right now but im like dieing on the inside. I want what i had before.I really miss how things use to be.I should just face it and realize no matter how much i want this,its just not going to happen.Im...
Time.
To forget about everything.
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Please?
Lets go back to how things were.i want to really be happy.i feel like i have to see you as much as possible but for you its whatever.you get whatever you want,all you have to do is ask.im afraid of dissappointing you.i just cant say no.i want you to be honest but im not even honest with you all the time.im afriad to say how i really feel,but i only do that when i have bad feelings.i just feel like...
Its just nothing anymore.
I hate being so happy right now cuz no one else really is.I see like everyone on the outside trying to be happy but it just doesnt work,you can see right through it.I wish i could help but i really dont know what to do.Im so worried for one person especially.Its crazy to see how much one person can affect someones life so much.And i know i let it happen to me and i know its not right,but its so...
For the longest time.
I havent been on in so long! But anyways im so happy i cant describe it! And its all thanks to my amazing boyfriend(: Soo… schools good,my grades are alright.I think i lost some weight,so thats good.I have been having so much homework lately its crazy.But whatever.I miss the bestest sbf ever…..Faith! I appreciate the advice you gave me Monday,even though i didnt do what you were saying...